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One Last Time
03:38
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If I could just close my eyes and wake up from this nightmare
Then I would leave me behind and I’d come back from nowhere
You’re what’s first in my mind when I wake cold and so scared
I’m losing control. Save me, I’m losing control
I can’t get you out of my head
Or the things I wish I would have said
Don’t wake me up
Just let me fall asleep again
‘Cause in here I’m with you for just little longer
Just let me breathe the air
You get when standing right there
Let me see you one last time
If you could look in my head and see all of the storm clouds
You’d feel a heart full of lead mixed with silence and low sounds
Somehow I’m keeping ahead of the oncoming meltdowns
I’m losing control. Why am I losing control?
I don’t think I’ll handle this, I don’t think I’m fine
Everyone’s happy, I’m losing my mind
I don’t think I’ll handle this, I don’t think I’m fine
Everyone’s happy, I’m losing my mind
(Awake is just a nightmare)
(Help me breathe air)
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2. |
Answer
03:29
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I don’t do well with speaking to the flowers
And can you tell? I’ve been struggling for hours
Would you know me, and take this code from my hand?
Could you show me, show me, help me understand
What is it that you think about every day?
And would you let someone like me come your way?
I dread to think about when you go away
So pick up, pick up the phone, and I’ll answer
I might be crazy and I hope that’s okay
‘Cause it’s for you and maybe you feel the same
And if you want me too, I guess that I’ll stay
Just pick up, pick up the phone, and I’ll answer
Yeah, pick up, pick up the phone and I'll answer
I’m not okay with just sitting by and waiting
For the one day that I finally hear you saying
Something to me. Are you scared or just not for me?
‘Cause that’s okay, it’s okay, but just answer one thing
I’d rather know for sure, I’d rather know for sure
Than sit here quietly
I’d rather know for sure, I’d rather know for sure
Than sit alone and think
What is it that you think about every day?
And would you let a guy like me come your way?
I’m scared to death that you will just run away
So pick up, pick up your phone and I’ll answer
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You're Happy Here
04:35
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I’m sure you could tell by the way that I fell for you
And I’m sure you could see, ‘cause I can’t hide anything
I’m a mess on the inside and out
(I’m a mess on the inside and out)
I confess that I’m not fine right now
Right now
Lately, I’ve been stuck trying to keep you away
Fighting in my mind ‘cause I want you to stay
My heart’s overwhelmed ‘cause I don’t want to let it go
And I won’t feel too well when I’m gone and you’re happy here
I’m a mess on the inside and out
(I’m a mess on the inside and out)
I confess that I’m not fine right now
Right now
Lately, I’ve been stuck trying to keep you away
(Too close and I’ll fall again)
Fighting in my mind ‘cause I want you to stay
(Too close and you’re in my head)
I’m a mess on the inside and out
I confess that I’m not fine right now
Promise you’ll listen: I didn’t plan to fall in love
Promise you’ll hear me: I didn’t mean to lose control
I’m a mess on the inside and out
Inside and out
I’m a mess on the inside and out
Lately, I’ve been stuck trying to keep you away
I’m a mess on the inside and out
Fighting in my mind ‘cause I want you to stay
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4. |
Dream Awake (Alternate)
03:46
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I'm trying to find a place
Where all of my thoughts erase
And maybe a pillow and a bed
Whenever I close my eyes
It stirs up the fear inside
And lets all the darkness in my head
I dream awake 'cause I try to sleep but I
Can't find a way 'cause the thoughts stay in my mind
I'm losing faith in myself 'cause I'm so afraid
I'm trying to get some sleep
But all of my thoughts repeat
I'm starting to lose myself tonight
So onto my side, I roll
My body is still so cold
I hope that come dawn I'll be alright
(I'll be alright)
I try to run but there's nowhere left to hide
It hurts a ton, leaving all of this behind
When I'm done, it'll ache to say goodbye
I dream awake
I can't find a way
I'm losing faith
So I dream awake
(Awake is just a nightmare)
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Ten Foot Circle Saint Charles, Missouri
I write sad songs
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